for Urban Living in a Global World

i just want to sit here for a while and type. i don’t even want my eyes open. now. it’s like i’m sleeping and my dreams are interpreted  through my fingers. could this be possible?, could i train myself to stay awake while sleeping for the purpose of being able to channel my dreams through my body and out through my fingers into the keyboard for recording? if i could type as fast as i think…but then i could always train myself to slow down the dreams, but then that would be way too much. too much so that i could have already become my dreams before i was able to ever record them down.

time then is a fickle thing. how can we the interpreters of time limit ourselves by it. it is our own creation. it is our beast that we have emulated. do we make things in our image as god has made us in his…or theirs? I certainly hope so. because then, we already understand everything and have the power to learn it. if there was only creation of man, and we could create nothing as much better than ourselves, could we not then already understand everything?

i believe it is so. i believe that we can. i believe that we already have and that we must go ahead and remember that we already understand it. yes, we can.

what then would there be any need for humanity to suffer unto its own devices? should then man realize his subbordination to nature? or, as the bible claims, man had dominion over nature. yet as we see in the world, man has created gods to assemble the benevolence of natural phenomena in the purgation of homosapians from its face. entire populations have been depleted because nature took its course. god is the ultimate in creating natural causes? welll, nature is gods creation so we have determined. god, being nature, haveing dominion over his creation, has the will of nature upon his hand. thus, god and nature are one. more precise, nature is gods outlet; a force to be used much like a tool. however, it is perhaps more paintbrush than it is a wrench or hammer. nature is the breath of god; moaning out cries of terror and frustration. lack and laziness the apparent sins. while greed and manipulation, or forgery, nigh plagiarism are reserved for more evolved/escalated sinner behavioral environments.

therefore, when one sees nature in raw form, god is at his most creative. the ultimate force of creativity, god as the unlimited ration of medium, canvas and instrument in funneling expressive energies. man is but part of this schism. it is man who was enrolled. man did not enroll. as such, man is at his best when he escapes the reality of self inflammation and personal worship for an existence in the realm of true creativity.

true creativity is the expression of god in oneself. letting go the life of inner persuit, one will realize there is a stream of life, a river flowing through the entire sphere of existence that emulates all things. when god’s use of energetic creative growth, man is apt to allow these creative energies to be funneled through him, that he may become part of the new religion.

this new religion escapes man in the form of inflamed ego. he discards the notion of any force greater than him, disjoining the reign of truth from his personal reality. thus, man becomes inspired by that which is in opposition to god. the adversary.

the adversary is satan. the dark as opposed to the light is man’s inner sanctuary. it is a place where only he knows where to find things. man is himself satan. he is the beholder of knowledge, carnal and pure in intention but without confidence in the light of omnipotence. satan has the ability to be more raw, emotional and courageous in appearance to other men whom have forsaken the light for his inner darkness. filtering the truth through his learned behavior, satan of man has limited himself by default.